Late Start

It's been a long time coming, but tonight is my first blog post. I don't know if others will read this and see the ravings of a madman or a Kaczynski-esque manifesto. I might even appear to fit the profile of Kaczynski: a frustrated, middle-aged white male living in the U.S. Big difference, though: I have a religious prohibition toward violence. Still, I have done harm and I have held up arms, but never for my own ends.

I have walked this Earth for many years now, but all time is relative. I don't wish to be cryptic, but neither do I wish to reveal too much information about myself. In order to be (safely) honest, I must protect my identity.

I work for the federal government, in a military and civilian capacity. I have been with the government, in one capacity or another, since I was an infant. I am a world traveler. I am frustrated in love, business and, to some extent, life.

This is not to say I don’t want my life. I could not do things any differently for moral reasons. I live a life of abstinence because it would be wrong for me to live any other way. I can ill afford any selfishness that would bring harm to another, so I indulge myself in my thoughts, my art and my writings.

This blog will certainly be disorganized, and I apologize for that. I will write my thoughts as they occur, so any person who might chance upon this site will be getting it real, raw and unscripted.